shit, i'm hurt again!!!

1st tyme xley nk tido ni..
slalu nye xley nk tido sbb dh byk sgt tido..
o blom smpai mse nye nk tido....

tp ari ni.. i really cudn't sleep well..
asyik terjaga..bkn kejap2.. tp lame..
thinking of some1...
serious shit..smpai xley tido..
gler r..

suddenly.. ble dh ley tido ngn nyenyak..
tbe2..dpt msg..bunyi lgu yg ak t'tggu2 2..
from dat person who i'm thinking of...
shit!!!!
i felt really stupid after read dat msg..
kne tipu lg..
yaksss...lpas mcm2 bnd dh blaku..
he juz say dat thing n juz go like dat..
!@#$%^&!!!!!
nk nanges pon ad..(act nanges sbnrnye)
knp org suke bg hrpn pas bg ske2 ati tarik blk hrpn 2..
skt taw x..

now.........after i get hurts again...emmmm i think..
dy.. i really 1 u back..
i'll wait 4 ur call dear..
seriously no other guy can take my heart away..
i'll be hurts more n more without u..
i choose 2 be hurts wif u..
all dis days..i keep crying inside..
but now.. i stat crying outside like b4..
i can't take it anymore..
i need u rite now dy..
mie rindu kat dy...sori mie ego selame ni..
mie biar kan dy..
mie xlyn pon dy...
mie tahu dy dh nyesal...
i miss u dear...
i love u so much...

so..stat from now on..
forget about dat guy!!
he hurts me alot..
even we juz met..
but thanks ya..