hidup ku telah berubah~~

dh lme xupdate ni..
cite sal sedeyh dlu la...

ak dh ilang die.. mungkin utk selama2 nya..
maaf la kpd die.. ak xb'daya lg utk tahan ngn sume ni lg..
terlalu skt utk simpan sume nye..
terlalu perit utk tanggung sume nye...
walaupun sebenarnya..hati ni berat nk tinggal kan die..
tp......................
ya Allah.. kuatkan hamba Mu ini..
ak insan yg sgt lemah...
ak perlukan kekuatan hidup tanpa die..

trime kasih pd sume yg memberi semangat...
ak cube utk gembira..
tp dlm hati ni..hanya Tuhan je yg tahu..
ak terlalu syg kan die n ssh nk lupekan die..
ak perlukan mase utk ilangkan die trus dr idup ku..
sampai skrg ati ak masih sedeyh n sakit...
4 da last tyme..
muhammad ridzuan... i love you..
thanks 4 being wif me 4 4 years..
we had all happy, sad and horrible tyme 2gther...
i'm sorry cz make dis decision alone...
i know, u will not let me go..
but u will keep hurting me at da same tyme..
i really dun know wut is in ur heart..
i dun understand u anymore rite now..
i learn a lot of things from u..
dy jaga mie dr dlu smpai skrg..
sbb 2 mie syg dy..
maaf skali lg..mie dh wat bnd yg plg dy larang n benci..
mie jd cm ni sbb dy..
sbb dy sktkan mie...
and now, my love no longer yours....
it's to hard 2 admit it..
coz u know my heart better..

thanks as..paya..saz..
korg kekuatan ak..
thanks kak emma..
akak je yg fhm ati in..

i love you all damn much...

mak..ayah..abg adrin..abg amran...
i'm really sori..
adik dh wat 1 bnd yg slh..
adik jnj ni hanya sementara..
adik syg korang sgt2..
you all are my life...

amalina... life has 2 move on..
there's a lot of things waiting 4 u out there..
do wut u want 2 do..
love urself..