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Sunday, August 3, 2008

TO LOVE & TO BE LOVED

"I am extraordinarily patient, provided I get my own way in the end."
Margaret Thatcher.

lme dh kan xpost blog..huhu bru ad mood n bru ad cite ckit..dekat 2weeks ni..mcm2 dh jd..klaka..sedey..geram..menyampah..sume ad la..hehehe..tp ak still terus idup ngan sume 2 n trying hard 2 enjoy myself wif my life..biar ap pun yg terjadi..huhu i have 2 be strong.. xde org ley tentukan idup ak selain ak..ak gembira skrg..tanpa memikirkan ap yg dh jd..biar je la..walaupun kdg2 skt ati..tp ak biar je..nk wat pe pk..hehehe..jnji happy..

wat is love without feeling? wat is true love? how 2 find true love? how to love n to be loved? did i get da rite luv now? dun know..i dun even know wut i feel rite now..but i still want him..should i give sometimes 2 myself n find my love back? ak seyesly xtahu nk wat ap..i dun know wut is in my heart rite now..hurt..but still missing him damn much..still want him 2 be by myside till death..but i know it will hurt me more n more..i juz can get rid of him..wut should i do 2 make his heart all mine? i'm trying so hard 2 save our love.. i dun know wut happen..is it my fault o his..ya Allah tetapkan la hati nye..sesungguhnya hatiku milik dia..Ya Allah hanya kau yang mampu mengubah dia..ak hanya mampu berdoa..ak dh cuba..tp dia masih xberubah..tunjukkan dia jln yg btul..bukan seperti yang dia lalui skrg...ak hanya mampu bersabar....

td pegi tg bidara..best dpt amik gmbr byk2..ad kat fs..huhu..ak ngan kwn2 g ngan perasaan gembira tp blk ngan perassan geram n skt ati..xmandi pun jd mslh ke? org pegi nk happy2..tp sbb xmandi nk masam muke..pehal..ske ati r nk mandi ke x..pas 2 nk jd gaduh..ntah pape..cm budak2.padahal dh besar..budget bagus..setakat mandi laut je pun..pe bnd ntah..slh ke ak xmandi laut..dh ak mmg xske nk mandi laut dr kecik lg..mak ayah xpenah paksa.pehal lak nk paksa2 nk mandi..arghhh..geram..fine.ak no hal la bab2 ni..sbb ni nk berdendam 2 lantak korg..janji ak happy..xmati pun korg wat cm ni..bese la manusia kan.termasuk ak..kte cme nmpak slh org..tp kte terlupa nk cermin diri kte..kte cume rs kte btul..n slh kan org len..chop~~!! if org yg berkenaan bce la blog ak ni..tlg fm ek..spe ajak spe skrg ni..pas 2 nk wat ayat nk jg hati kwn..pehal..(sbr in..sbr..)lantak r..mls nk pk..byk lg bnd penting dr bnd ni ak nk pk..bnd ni kecik sgt..buang kat tong sampah pun tong sampah gelak..kecik gler..2 pun nk besar2kan..ntah pape r..ak xterfikir pun sampai jd cm ni.. xpela..korg yg nk kan..ak klu buang..ak buang trus..xde nk kutip2 blk..cm ad makhluk tuhan ni slalu ckp dlu."WHAT U GIVE U GET BACK la bro~~!!"..mcm2 jenis manusia ad dlm dunia ni ek..hehehe..dh tua2 pun perangai cm budak2..klaka pun ad...pandai ckp org cm budak2..tp die lupe diri die rupenye.ahaks..


nk bg krdt ckit kat kak emma..huhu thanks sbb bg kekuatan n nasihat..thanks sbb dtg jmp kat pudu ari 2..mmg mse yg tepat la tyme 2..hehe..u made a gud sista..hehehe..i wish i had a sista like u..malang nye..ak xde kakak..hehehe..now, i learn more about life..pas ap yg dah blaku..mcm2 pengajaran ak dpt..


ari ni hazwan kembali..hahaha..after seminggu die g kem..ari ni die dh dpt hp die blk..hahaha...rindu seyh nk msg ngan die..hehehe..teman dikala gembira,sunyi,sedey,ketawa, nangis..hehehe..xsabar nk hang out ngan dak2 sengal 2 lg..xyah pk pape..kte enjoy~~!!!! bru seronok...


dh la..nk tido lak..nk mimpi yg indah2..hehehe...hmmm.td lyn dak2 ni tgk kungfu panda lg..tbe dpt ayat dr cte 2..best..
"yesterday was history,tomorrow is mystery,today is a gift.."master die yg kure@penyu 2 ckp..hehehe..dats true..ak slalu pegang ni,"tomorrow is better than today"....biar la ap yg berlaku ari ni berlalu..idup pelu diterus kan...CHAIYOK~!!!!all the best every1~~!!

5 comments:

hamba Allah said...

now u see... what u give u get back... ko selalu mrh org bile ko xpuas hati... wlpn ko xckp dpn dia... skrg bila ko kena mrh mcm2 ko tau aper yg perasaan org tu kn... girls, always want boys to understand them, but y they cant understnd boys like us... try to persuade better than u force... thats what ur bf need...im not a perfect person... semua org ader hak untuk judge...

Anonymous said...

sy exkisah pun..janji sy gembira skrg..ap org nk ckp..ckp la..die ad mulut..sy pun ad mulut..org mrh pun xde la sampai buang kwn sbb bnd kecik n bodoh kan..xpe la..tahu lak ckp u r not a perfect person..n dlm dunia ni..xde spe yg perfect..wut do u expect from me? nk mintak maaf? for wut reason..hahaha.sbb xmandi laut..hahahahah klaka laa

HawtChocolate said...

to hamba allah~

ape mslh ko smpai nk dlete fs?
nmpk sgt nk ptus kwn kn?~
untk bnde yg sgt kecik..~
bnde bsar mmg mula dr yg kcik tp kalo xkcik..jgn nk bsar2kn..tah pape..~
weh..kalo stkt nk tlg hepikn kteorg...kteorg g pntai...ko tgk kteorg xhepi ker??tp jd xhepi bile ko yg wt muke n xde mood...ape la..cm bdk2 douhh..ko mmg ingt ko jer btol kn??klakar la...ey..ko da bsar..da tue..dr kteorg la..~
kalo ko nk judge skalipon..judge jela...mmg ko de hak..tp ko xde hak la smpai nk mrh2 xtntu psl n wt kptusan bdoh..siap wt statement kate kteorg yg dclare war sume kn?pdhal kteorg xde pape..ko yg tacing lebehhh.plz la babe...bkn mslh phm ke xphm!tp ko pk blk..bnde ni sgt kcik...kcik lg taik mata ko!

dendam la sgt..~
ingt btol la sgt..~
haish..~
aku mmg xphm...huh~
siap ptus kwn ag..~
to yg bkenaan..~
kteorg xnah gunekn korg untk ape2..~
its all bcoz of fren la babe..~
no fren no life..~
mmg thanx la untk ape yg korg tlg n baik ngn kteorg slame ni..~
tp xsngka kteorg kwn ngn org yg salah..~xsngka ati ko cmtuhhh..~
huh..kalo cm2 la pangai ko..~
xkesahla xde kwn cm ko pon...~

kputusn ko untk declare war..~
kptusn ko yg ptuskn kwn..~
ko yg dlete frenster..~

so...ok la..kalo ko nk sgt..~
aku mntk maaf la...~
haha..in..xperla in..~
aku nk mintak maaf neyh..~
MAAFKN AKU LA MR J~!!
...juz bcoz aku xske mndi pntai..
=)) klakar beb...~!!
(n mmg aku xiklas..sbb kteorg xwt xslh) k!!

*in.. =))

Anonymous said...

2 la..ak ingt cm xde ape la kan pas blk..weh..kpd mr.j(j la sgt)..hahaha cr ko cm kteorg yg ajak ko g pantai 2..n pas 2 kteorg yg spoilt kan everything..cbe ko gne otak ko yg cukup besar 2 utk pk..spe yg ajak n plan sume ni..slh ke ak xske mandi laut..emm mandi laut 2 bkn la keje lasak sgt..cme xske..klu wat keje lasak mane pun ble jmp semut 0 serangga pilihan menjerit cm nk mampos pun wat pe kn...oppsss.. tabik r kat mr.j sbb nk happykan kteorg..anyway..kteorg happy je..xde mslh klu x mandi pun..cme ko je yg tacing lbh..at least org len nk tacing bertempat la beb...huhu...ni sbb xmandi laut..chop~~!! sbb xmandi laut? hahahahahaha bodoh seyh reason 2..budak2 pun dh xgne reason 2 g zaman skrg..hahahaha..ingt kwn ngan org g tua, g matang..tp cm terbalik lak..hehehehe same je sume...as dh mintak maaf ngan xikhlasnye..ak pun...xkan mintak maaf..huhu...sbb ak mmg xslh..ak ikut g sane sbb nk lepak n enjoy2..tp rupenye kne paksa mandi siot..pehal~~!! hahahaha..ak yg xmatang ni pun nk gelak la ble bnd ni jd..dh bsr2 pun nk putus kwn la pe la..die yg declare war..pas nk claim org lak..nk dendam ek..dendam la ko c2..sampai mane dendam nye..ak ingt ko pndai bab2 agama ni..nk kejut subuh la pe la..pas 2 nk ckp org tido MAMPOS..pehal..ko rse ko bgus r??? pandai nasihat ak mlm 2..tp rupe nye die pun sikit lebih krg je..hehehe...weh as...ak ley wat 1 lg post utk bnd bodo ni r..hahahaha....nnt klu free bce la blk ym awk ngan saz 2 yek, mr.j..ingtkan blk pe yg awk dh ckp..btul2 xsangka ad kwn cm ni..heheh SBB XMANDI LAUT WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~!!

HawtChocolate said...

ahaha~!!

aku mmg stujy sgt la..~
kalo ko ltak conversation saz ngn mrJ toh!~!!

mmg tbukti la..sape yg carik psl~!!
ahah..serangga plihn lgik..~

aku tnggu post ko..~
nk komen2 lg~

wahahhaa..